I never thought I'd like him this much....

Let's just give him a name now...o.k. I think I'll call him J. I had a great time with him this past weekend. I can't believe how relaxed around him I was. I hesitate to even write about it, because a part of me doesn't want to like him at all. It scares me. I am afraid he won't be for real. I'm afraid I'll discover he's married or has a few girlfriends. I'm afraid he will turn out to be mean spirited. I am afraid he will go away. I am afraid of a lot of things. But I guess it is too late for that. I like him a lot. He is so tender and loving. But yet so tough and fierce. I like the combination. :) He treated me very special, too. I am definitely not used to that. I never once felt afraid or uncomfortable around him. And he just took care of everything. I wanted to stay there with him forever. I think I am going to stop writing now. I get to thinking that I like him too much. That can't be good, can it? Here's a pic he took of me at the Hard Rock Cafe. Yeah, he took me there, too. I know, I can't believe it, either.